Monthly Archives: April 2018

and i’d give up forever to touch you

i can’t sleep.
it’s beginning to become mentally torturous. some nights when i’m alone, i lie on bed thinking of my old lovers. about how i’ve gotten my heart broken so many times that i forgot what it’s like to love a man.

Honestly? i miss being in love.
i’ve loved every one of my ex lovers so dearly that i have none of me left to give to anyone else.

i remember clearly, a year ago i tried killing myself. But i failed.
that moment is still etched so clearly in my mind.
The pain from my heart was too much for me to handle. I knew right there and then that my heart was dead.

but thats alright, i fell in love with the freedom it has left me with.
i’m so sick of this country and i’m happy that i get to leave as and when i want to.

till then, i’ll just continue to let wanderlust fulfil my empty heart xx

Molly Bloom: I’m Molly Bloom. Do you know about me?

Charlie Jaffey: I read your indictment after I got your call last night, and I bought your book.

Molly Bloom: Are you taking me on as a client?

Charlie Jaffey: I don’t think I can convince my partners to take a flyer on a poker princess.

Molly Bloom: If you think a princess can do what I did, you’re incorrect. I’m getting it, you don’t think much of me, but what if every single one of your ill-informed, unsophisticated opinions about me were wrong?

Charlie Jaffey: I’d be amazed.

April fools

There has been something I have been meaning to say that has been eating me up inside. It could either be the start of something new or just another one of my path to self destruction.

Either way, I’ve got a serious case of Writers block. So once I manage to vomit out my train of thoughts, which now seems like a huge tangled up ball of.. yarn or whatever… then I’ll be back here.

I Guess you’ll just have to watch this space.

Till then, cheskebb is just gonna be wandering around again knocking corners, up to no good, or too much good.

Lots of love, F